I know this sounds ridiculous (and wrong) but Imy really
Now the question is, is it for the right reasons?

I was advised to sleep early the night before prom because they knew that sleepy me = bad mood me. And also told me to not talk to Xinyi over the phone because they had witnessed how we actually put our points across :x Prom was awesome! & also because I took a picture with my first and only eyecandy in Peicai LOLS.

Been getting strange dreams lately... e.g visiting the zoo with my mom, scenes with people from the past :/ & TERRIBLE CLONE OF JIAXIN W HER SCARY LAUGHTER WHICH WOKE ME UP.
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Quote of the day: "F*CK YOU, LITTLE BOY!"

Hahahahahaha poor innocent little boy. And no, I wasn't the one who yelled at him. I laughed so hard today my cheeks & tummy hurt :D Mm guess I need to drop by Ryl's place asap to collect my pair of eyes.
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Tagged !
Totally hate how the questions are phrased LOL they're damn ugh.
Hate the word "stead".

1. What Kind Of Boyfriend / Girlfriend do you like?
- Gentle (TOWARDS ME ONLY LOL), reserved, has a good sense of humour, knows how to treat me well, able to give me a sense of security, someone I can communicate with,

2. How do you celebrate your 1st month?
- It's no biggie right, I don't find 1st months as significant as 1st years.

3. Do you feel safe with your Boyfriend / Girlfriend?
- I'm single now but I am almost always secretly paranoid...

4. When you saw your stead injured or sick will you be there , even you're busy.
- Highly likely.

5. When it is your 12th month & your stead was having another relationship, what do you do?
- I will never let him get away easily.

6. What if you know your ex is still loving you ?
- I don't care.

7. Are you Single , Relationship , Crushing on someone?
- Single.

8. Name out 3 love / sad songs.
- Over You, All Hail The Heartbreaker, Mixtape.

9. What do you do when you & your stead quarrel?
- I'm in it for the fight! (A)

10. Do you wish to know that anybody is crushing on you?
- Yeah.

11. What if you're single & some people got a crush on you? Will you accept / reject?
- Accept only if the feeling is strong and mutual.

12. When you fall in love with someone, how do you feel?
- Eh the usual stuff others feel.

13. How many times did you broke your heart by someone/ex/stead?
- Wtf you trying to ask? Anyway if I didn't comprehend wrongly, got mine broken once.

14. If you & your stead quarrel who will be the one who will say sorry?
- I rarely make the move.

15. What if your stead wants to break the relationship what will you do?
- Do, I, have, a, choice.

16. Did your stead gave you any presents? You like the most.
- I thought my English quite jialat already but ! Your English = champion! Anyway, little things are enough really.

17. When is your last cry for someone you love?
- Besides my family, it was veh veh veh veh veh veh long ago.

18. Did you broke your promise to your stead before? How many times?
- Have I ever?

19. Do you wish to last your relationship long?
- LOL duh

20. Did your stead kiss you at public?
- ... Actually I am not fond of public intimacy.

So I deleted my post about The Ex because well, I sounded like a bitch in there. Anyway! What beats having dinner with your clique in a cold and chilly night? :D

3am in the morning and only you could sense what was wrong.

If I were a boy, I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl. I swear I’d be a better man, I’d listen to her, cause I know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted- Cause he’s taken you for granted, and everything you had got destroyed.

Okay so I've just cleared my O's. Awaiting results. My anger management skills are fucking undeveloped. Books are outta my mind and now it's time to clear a whole bag of shitty emotions. Holidays are gonna suck aye. I got no reasons to go back Indonesia. You know what I think? I think happy marriages don't exist anymore. I want to be an adult I want to be taken seriously I want to kill someone what the fuck.

HELLO EARTHLINGS. I was having brunch with Khor (who owes me six glasses of Milo) when one by one of the girls strode into Macs and complained-

Christine: I FELL DOWN FROM STAIRS!
Meisian: Did you see! I almost slipped!
Joey: EH I FELL DOWN! Then two people behind me kept laughing!

& Vki fell down too, at East Coast! :x
Tis' why I don't really like rainy days eh.
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K this morning at 4am++ I was woken up by a lush but that's alright because all she did was to chant my full name and I just kept 'hmmm'-ing in my sleep. Heehee I love today's Physics MCQ cause I had many same answers with Celestine :D & it was fun watching Jx and Melvin practice for their performace after paper xD

I came home and was sleeping when GDD called me and wah, I really had enough I needed that sleep so I literally ARGGGGGHH! at her before she hung up and I continued with my sleep HAHA xD

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I just realised it's Physics tomorrow and not Chem/bio.
*smacks forehead*
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Omg I had nightmare/s HAHAHA yes I just woke!!

Round 1:
DOING TMRW'S TUESDAY'S CHEM/BIO MCQ.
Panicking cause I was only at Q10
when the 1h bell rung. LOL I rly felt damn SCARED

Reality:
then my phone rang, guess who, Xinyi LOLS
"WHY YOU EVERYTIME KOON?! Go sleep, bye."
"eh.. Yesterday woke up early... bye."
went back to sleeeep.

Round 2:
DOING PHYSICS MCQ!!?!
with Xinyi sitting in front of me doing it too HAHAHAHA
(prolly cause she just called and used to tell me she could teach me Physics)
and she permed her hair.
(maybe cause Ive been thinking abt what to do with it for prom)

Zomg pls let me finish my papers tmrw and Tuesday!!!!

Poseurs detected in school compound which already was a bitch-infested area. You, make my insides feel sick and the hair at the back of my neck rise, in a bad way... I begin to suspect some people actually think it's having different sexual orientation from the majority is trendy *rolls eyes* If I'm right then go on, continue having the mentality that being labelled is the coolest shizzz ever.
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Xinyi's so annoying, for the past few days she had been calling when I was slumbering the noon away. But today I woke up early & she's not calling at all >: (

Sakae with June yesterday yipeeee totally eradicated my craving for sushi :D that womano kept forcing me to eat when I was already so full la! TSK!
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TANIA. Starts with goodbye says:
you wanted to go which poly eh?
Cecilia Cranberry- says:
NP
TANIA. Starts with goodbye says:
national?
Cecilia Cranberry- says:
national poly HAHAHAHAHAHA

& the other day,

Tania: Kai shi jiang hwa yu!
I: HWA. LOL.
Tania: Then why is it HWA CHONG?!